dont make me hate it

just please...
dont make me hate it...
i'm begging you...
it make me tired...
it make me sick of it..
but i dont want to hate it..
so please dont make me hate it..

aha i'm talking about my system now...
it's not my major interest...
but i'm trying my best...
urgh please dont give too high expectation..
or else i'm going to start hatin dat...
n sick of it...
got that?